Wednesday, July 22, 2009

The begining..

So I started this blog months ago and like everything else in my life it has gotten placed somewhere in a pile or on a "to do" list. It's not like a have a high profile job or anything, I'm just a stay-at-home mom. Actually, scratch that I do have a high profile job and it's very important. I'm NOT just a stay-at-home mom I'm a MOM. It's an all-encompassing job full of ups and downs, runny noses, vomit, temper tantrums, whining and sometimes bribery with food but most of all it's filled with joy. I changed. I'm still me but a different me. No one warns you about all the emotions your going to feel or the guilt you have over every decision you make concerning your children. They also don't tell you about how you grow as a human being, how you make changes within yourself for the better because of your children. There are also times when you forget who "you" are, it's so easy to loose yourself in your children and for them to become all that you are. I think that I've finally found somewhat of a balance or at least I'm getting close. I think I almost like myself.